No one's ever been this gentle with her. He wants to tell her she doesn't deserve it, but he probably knows. He's probably just being nice because she got a demon shoved up her ass. But as soon as she sees the medal, all thoughts fly; she grabs it and holds it close, almost greedily. "Okay," she says, taking a few slow breaths. "Okay."

She looks up at him and wants to say thank you. Wants to thank him for everything and apologize for messing it all up, for sticking her nose in when it wasn't wanted.

Instead, what comes out is, "now get the fuck out so I can take a shower."